oh, yes. i don't remember ever feeling quite so hot in my life. i remember warm days spent in the sun, but cooler in the evening, sometimes enough to pull on a sweater.
i remember it being a lovely, peaceful place β a bit idyllic, perhaps. sometimes i can't help shake the feeling that i'm letting people down by being here, though. like i've forgotten responsibilities i'd promised to uphold.
( mathias is unafraid, too uncertain about far too many things in his life to not feel certain of this. he knows milo feels the same way; he can feel it in every single thing milo does for him. )
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then i'll make more money and can buy more iced coffees.
and i'll get to spend more time with you. :-)
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do you want to meet me later for ice cream?
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of course i'd like to meet you for ice cream.
at least you can stand reassured that it won't melt in this heat with me around.
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you keep me cool during this awful heatwave.
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does it always get this hot in california?
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it's usually a little cooler here in the city but there are definitely periods of low breeze and high heat. drink a lot of water!
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i'll alternate sips of water with sips of iced coffee.
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i remember warm days spent in the sun, but cooler in the evening, sometimes enough to pull on a sweater.
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sometimes i can't help shake the feeling that i'm letting people down by being here, though. like i've forgotten responsibilities i'd promised to uphold.
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ββ[β his heart aches thinking about mat leaving but he swallows that down. β]
you can't be blamed for something that's been erased.
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all i know is that i've gained so much more than i could have possibly lost.
i can promise you that, milo.
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you're important to me too.
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you're amazing.
ββ[β but love. love is scary. he worries about saying it and he worries about not saying it. β]
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milo...
you'll make me blush again.
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ββ[β ah, but he says it here. β]
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i'll get you back one day when you least expect it.
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( except he might... but .......... )
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ββ[β no that he is complaining; bold mat is a delectable thing. β]
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( he's utterly scandalized. )
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