i remember it being a lovely, peaceful place β a bit idyllic, perhaps. sometimes i can't help shake the feeling that i'm letting people down by being here, though. like i've forgotten responsibilities i'd promised to uphold.
( mathias is unafraid, too uncertain about far too many things in his life to not feel certain of this. he knows milo feels the same way; he can feel it in every single thing milo does for him. )
it was divine. but i can assure you it was far less seductive than the sight of my boyfriend working hard on an amazing meal. and sometimes you just want something a little extra for dessert.
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sometimes i can't help shake the feeling that i'm letting people down by being here, though. like i've forgotten responsibilities i'd promised to uphold.
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ββ[β his heart aches thinking about mat leaving but he swallows that down. β]
you can't be blamed for something that's been erased.
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all i know is that i've gained so much more than i could have possibly lost.
i can promise you that, milo.
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you're important to me too.
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you're amazing.
ββ[β but love. love is scary. he worries about saying it and he worries about not saying it. β]
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milo...
you'll make me blush again.
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ββ[β ah, but he says it here. β]
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i'll get you back one day when you least expect it.
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( except he might... but .......... )
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ββ[β no that he is complaining; bold mat is a delectable thing. β]
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( he's utterly scandalized. )
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ββ[β bougie mac for his bougie bf. β]
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but i can assure you it was far less seductive than the sight of my boyfriend working hard on an amazing meal.
and sometimes you just want something a little extra for dessert.
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and you're cheesier!
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you're blushing, aren't you?
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absolutely not.
to the blushing, that is.
i certainly like your cheesiness.
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how are you feeling in the heat now?
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